I'm not so sure. I've never been compelled to think too deeply about it, but I suppose it's arrogant for humans to assume that they're capable of understanding everything that happens in the worlds around them.
They're real where I come from... Though I hear humans seem to follow them in ways that may not be how they want.
The reason I ask, is... Back where I come from, I serve as the voice of my goddess. Sometimes, the things I feel I should do, aren't things my goddess wants of me. So I end up obeying in my servitude, perhaps for the better. Perhaps for the worst. I'll never know at times.
You're fortunate to not have that, Iruma-san. You're free to decide where you wish to lead your life. My goddess has never guided me badly, but- Seeing you humans hesitate in things I would easily accept were I given the chance for it... Is a bit sad.
I just hope whatever you decide will lead you to your contentment. But if ever you doubt, I'd hope I can assist in clearing your thoughts, if just that.
So you’re almost like a prophet or priestess, of sorts? That’s very interesting. This is going to sound ridiculous I’m sure and while I don’t mean to be the voice of evil or anything, I just wonder what if you were to try and live your life more like a human while living here? You’re removed from your world, so it’s an opportunity as any. It isn’t as if there are any princess responsibilities or expectations that have followed you here, but then again, who am I to talk? I’m also the one trying to recreate my circumstances from back home and making the drug war in Lunatia a problem of my own when it isn’t… Anyway, I’d like to think you’re free to choose?
I am the Oracle of my people, yes. It's not ridiculous at all, for a suggestion. I have been trying, but...
I've my reasons, for not engaging as much. Though I want to... everything I've seen is so fascinating. But the point of my words is, you always have your choice, Iruma-san.
I have to be careful, even when I have it. I have a condition... I suppose. It's what the people here call it. Back home, it's called a curse.
[ Her next reply comes a while after. ]
May I... Ask you not to speak of this to anyone? I ended up telling you without thinking. I don't want anyone to be scared of me.
I won’t tell anyone, your secret is safe. It seems like a valid reason to be nervous about word getting out, but I believe that those who want to spend time with you will do so regardless of whether or not you are or aren’t cursed. Do you know if there’s any way magic here may break it? It may be something of interest to look into. I could help you investigate, if you’d like.
I wish it were possible. But it's a part of me, whether I like it or not.
Some of the spiritkind has their own form of "allure". One that can charm those around them. Foxes are the ones that hold the strongest allure of all. Mine own is... corrupted. It can cause an influence that is close to maddened lust in men. I was left vulnerable at birth after the Demon Lord of the Underworld attempted to claim our land, and the Goddess' light within me protected us. And one of his minions used it to corrupt my allure. I believe... they are what you call pheromones here.
It has already destroyed the relationship between my adopted brother and myself. I would rather it doesn't do so to anyone else. That is why, even if I feel the way I do for Samatoki, I can't risk hurting him with myself. I wear limiters to reduce the risk, but every month I have to remove them to let my body breathe. If any men were to be around me, then, they'd be sent into a frenzy and strike at anyone nearby, becoming like beasts.
Back home, I was locked away for years once it worsened. It was my childhood friends who found a solution, however temporary. But it's why I need to be careful. Thank you, though. You're the first I've told of this. It feels like a relief to have at least one person know...
Hm. I’d like to think that if a minion managed to corrupt your allure that there may be some way to purify it here. There are all sorts of moonblessed here, some who aren’t human and come from worlds similar to your own. Perhaps it’s something worth not giving up on. If it’s Samatoki you’re worried about, you shouldn’t. Nothing scares him. He’s been through a lot. Even if he knew, I know for certain that he wouldn’t leave your side. And neither will I, rest assured. Regardless of that fact, I will respect your wishes. It’s your decision to tell others, should you ever decide that you want to.
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I've never been compelled to think too deeply about it, but I suppose it's arrogant for humans to assume that they're capable of understanding everything that happens in the worlds around them.
I can't believe I lost this tag
Though I hear humans seem to follow them in ways that may not be how they want.
The reason I ask, is...
Back where I come from, I serve as the voice of my goddess.
Sometimes, the things I feel I should do, aren't things my goddess wants of me.
So I end up obeying in my servitude, perhaps for the better. Perhaps for the worst. I'll never know at times.
You're fortunate to not have that, Iruma-san. You're free to decide where you wish to lead your life.
My goddess has never guided me badly, but-
Seeing you humans hesitate in things I would easily accept were I given the chance for it...
Is a bit sad.
I just hope whatever you decide will lead you to your contentment.
But if ever you doubt, I'd hope I can assist in clearing your thoughts, if just that.
As your friend!
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That’s very interesting.
This is going to sound ridiculous I’m sure and while I don’t mean to be the voice of evil or anything, I just wonder what if you were to try and live your life more like a human while living here?
You’re removed from your world, so it’s an opportunity as any.
It isn’t as if there are any princess responsibilities or expectations that have followed you here, but then again, who am I to talk? I’m also the one trying to recreate my circumstances from back home and making the drug war in Lunatia a problem of my own when it isn’t…
Anyway, I’d like to think you’re free to choose?
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It's not ridiculous at all, for a suggestion.
I have been trying, but...
I've my reasons, for not engaging as much.
Though I want to... everything I've seen is so fascinating.
But the point of my words is, you always have your choice, Iruma-san.
I have to be careful, even when I have it.
I have a condition... I suppose. It's what the people here call it.
Back home, it's called a curse.
[ Her next reply comes a while after. ]
May I...
Ask you not to speak of this to anyone?
I ended up telling you without thinking.
I don't want anyone to be scared of me.
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Do you know if there’s any way magic here may break it?
It may be something of interest to look into.
I could help you investigate, if you’d like.
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But it's a part of me, whether I like it or not.
Some of the spiritkind has their own form of "allure".
One that can charm those around them.
Foxes are the ones that hold the strongest allure of all.
Mine own is... corrupted.
It can cause an influence that is close to maddened lust in men.
I was left vulnerable at birth after the Demon Lord of the Underworld attempted to claim our land, and the Goddess' light within me protected us.
And one of his minions used it to corrupt my allure.
I believe... they are what you call pheromones here.
It has already destroyed the relationship between my adopted brother and myself.
I would rather it doesn't do so to anyone else.
That is why, even if I feel the way I do for Samatoki,
I can't risk hurting him with myself.
I wear limiters to reduce the risk, but every month I have to remove them to let my body breathe.
If any men were to be around me, then, they'd be sent into a frenzy and strike at anyone nearby, becoming like beasts.
Back home, I was locked away for years once it worsened.
It was my childhood friends who found a solution, however temporary.
But it's why I need to be careful.
Thank you, though.
You're the first I've told of this.
It feels like a relief to have at least one person know...
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I’d like to think that if a minion managed to corrupt your allure that there may be some way to purify it here. There are all sorts of moonblessed here, some who aren’t human and come from worlds similar to your own. Perhaps it’s something worth not giving up on. If it’s Samatoki you’re worried about, you shouldn’t. Nothing scares him. He’s been through a lot. Even if he knew, I know for certain that he wouldn’t leave your side.
And neither will I, rest assured.
Regardless of that fact, I will respect your wishes.
It’s your decision to tell others, should you ever decide that you want to.